Hahaz...Mrs Lim treated us swiss rolls again...hmm...really honoured to be the first one offered the cake...hahaz...she scared I wouldn't be able to get to eat it like the previous time...hahaz...thank you mrs lim for being so concerned...

I'm deep deep trouble now...now that something very wrong has happened...something which...whether by right or by left... shouldn't have taken place initially...whatever the crap...it has taken place...and I guess it's now beyond my grasp already...or at least that's how I feel...and I really want to solve this problem as soon as possible...it's really urgent...'O's approaching very soon...prelims right in front of me...mock papers...already doing...there's really not much time left...and i really need someone to help...someone who's mature enough to understand...to guide...I don't want to destroy my one and only chance to a successful future for this illusionary temptation...i really don't...I've seen it...the failure of this...and I might get the same tragedy...same remorsefulness...same sadness...same unwanted distractions...even the success...I feel may lead to disastrous effects as well...someone...please help...please...