I guess it's time to realise, that all that I've been thinking about is no longer a fantasy, and that, I've come to be fond of you. Gosh can't believe I told the whole class, okay at least to half of it, that you're my motivational drive. I know it sounds ridiculous cos, how's that possible when I haven't really lay my eyes on you for once? Well, as ridiculous as it can get, it just happened to be so. That's why, when you made that remark, it affected me so so so much. I know things can't be rushed. So all I asked was to become your friend.. LITERALLY. But you don't seem interested =(.. haiz deeply saddened. Just what's you reason?.. if it's because you feel unsafe about me, I really don't know how I could do to make you feel any safer. Give me a chance, will you? Just wana let you know, that I won't give up on you...
It's really hard to keep this in my soul, it's no longer possible. So I decided to dedicate a second entry to you. I've made my words damn vague, but if you still managed to realise that I'm talking about you, erm... ...