Haven't had much productive use of my time to fill up even half an entry. That's why it's been left dead for such a long time. Hmm let's recall... Was at Marcus' place on Tuesday. S6E had our first class gathering =D or is it? Hahaz.. alright, the first ever to be that far away from home. Can you beliee? It's at Yew Tee =X Journey there wasn't that long after all, if you travel the right way that is. Smart me.. hahz! But I made a real fool of myself at the MRT station while waiting for the train home when I found out the shoe bag I was holding doesn't belong to me. So poor me had to make an extra trip back there. Some bit of excercise is good I guess, after a meal that would have deemed outrageously sinful by nutritionists. Hahhh.. those times.. It was really a fun time spent with those guys especially when there're cocksters around to liven up the spirits when it's all dampened =D

Then on Thursday it was an outing with my cuzzies. 4 games of bowling then off to suntec. Still striving hard to master curling the heavey 13-pound (or kg?) metal ball down that oily alley. Over at the holy fountain of wealth it's kind of a shop-till you-drop situation. Not that much on me though. But it's certainly a big hit on my aunt's purse, spending well over three digits worth of cash on her children.. hahz.

For the rest of the time.. what else? It's either sleep, eat, painstaking revision, building castle wonderlands or slacking online. Not that much on the piano recently though.. amazing. Think the saying that goes 'mian qiang shi mei you xinf fu de' is rather true. Been trying to make myself believe that 'wo ye hen xiang ta' will sound very nice on that huge polished ebony instrument and I should choose that over the rest of the other pieces to play just because it's a song from her idol. Perhpas that's why I'm losing enthusiasm.

It's really painful when all you could do is to stare and dream that those words would magically appear on the conversation window by themselves and hopefully a positive reply comes. Cos' in reality, this doesn't happen. It really doesn't feel good to be restrained and not being trusted. What's more, it hurts to find out that somebody who seems so important to you don't seem keen to.. .. .. okie nevermind.. end.

I really wish to hand you that gift I've got you you know..

Posting my last hope on air on the __. Hope you could give the two of us a chance.. to unite in reality.. and for me to say, 'happy birthday,' in your ears...