me
TL
NYJC
LKYEC
17 Aug
boring introvert
photog fanatic
aspiring backpacker
loves playing ard with music
teasing my sis makes me happy=D
wishes
Excellent A lvl grades
newest&1st hand dslr
encountering a raging aurora
be a globe trekker
helping the less fortunate strive for what they deserve
Monday, December 19, 2005
I was amending an error of an MSN nick. It should've been "...these five words I swear to you..." instead of some other combinations. Lyrics of one of my favs from Bon Jovi. A song I know all too well. A song.. that's got too attached. Nevermind. It's over, isn't it?Previously, I was chatting with a friend in the midst of gaming--maple story.. hahaz. Wonder how but we went on sharing my disney experience from a topic that's more than a 360 degree worth of irrelevance.Disneyland, LA, CA. It's a place I spent three days in awe and amusement and surprises and joy. A magical wonderland that's more than a themepark, at least for the me seven years ago. It was probably around this time of the year when I went, the Christmas season. Vivid images still live fresh in my memory...The rides, the hugs from disney characters I foolishly think are real, and the times, of course. I could still recall especially clearly that particular evening, when dad and I (were there others around?) were sitting on a bench near the statue of Fantasia eating our churos (if I haven't got the name wrong). How strange, the fact that an insignificant account like this can outlast the many other worthy experiences. Perhaps it was something special from this very simple act that so affected me subconsciously. Dad-Son's chemistry.. hahaz.Have you any idea that I'm fond of you? Do you know you're the she I'm always mentioning, whenever I'm? Well I hope you do. But your actions don't seem to go parallel with my interpretations. Like I've said, I can't bear guessing games for long. Can you at least hint me of your approval or rejection? I have to admit sometimes I feel unconfident of our possible relationship over the next year, since we'll be in a rather awkard position, since.. we're in the same class. But I thought I should relieve myself of this emotional strain. I can't keep it anymore. I really have the urge to say it now. Anytime. Can I?
doodled~11:35:00 PM
