(Gotta thank Fly for letting me have the Canon 350D over the weekend =D.
Chalet's pics here)
Busy day. Had photog training cum outdoor night shoot at shaw tower. Ran off half way through so that I could get there in time for the erm.. left over food at least. Hahaz no lah. You bet mann I was dead tired by then.. nearly dozed off on the way there. Well... if not for the sake of 4/6's class chalet..-_-. I made it a point to be there, not because I paid.. but really, it's about catching up with the group of dudes who're close enough to call themselves a family of 4/6sians, even if it's just seeing them for a second. It's about being back in a comfort zone.
Since coming to college, I haven't felt a sense of truth around me. Tried hard as I might have, though, to forge close friendships, it never happenS. People are just too busy fending for themselves to care. They can forget about trying to, beacuase it's just too obvious, as I feel. I mean.. yeah I've made many friends, but they all seem so superficial, so not genuine. Confined in such a 'dangerous' setting and facing with so much stress.. perhaps that's why I've been craving for solitude these days. My god I just feel so emptily heavy. Time was just spent contemplating upon nothing. And it's really a wonder the fact that I could still scrape through the block test with straight Cs and even made it to the top 50%, with such unworthy efforts.. WTH.
The bus passed by PRCS on the way home. And I can't help realising how cruel life is to never make things you cherish last forever. Well it's not as if it has a choice.. and it's sad, even depressing, to learn. That's why I never like 'happily ever after' endings. Happy times don't last.. just like life doesn't. It ends with it, inevitably...
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