Anyhow, I'm shortlisted for the HAP!!

MY.. am I not a lucky guy!?!? It's this MHA's uniformed services associates programme for 'potential scholars', as they call it. I guess they really mean what they say though, with top JCs' people making up more than three quarters of successful applicants. Yah. I can't help but feel intimidated by the unexpected turnout and.. a little queasy too. For one, I'd never imagined myself being described as scholarly, or being called a potential scholar for that matter. It's kinda overwhelming you know. Gonna spend a couple of days with them, and I'm just afraid I won't be able to live up to their mark. Am I really capable? I'm so uncertain of my qualities. Psychological barrier? Or is it that I know too well of myself..?