At this crucial point in time,
I tripped.
Yes, it came so timely.

I don't know.
I can't possibly understand.
What went wrong?
I slogged
Was it not hard enough?

You can never understand how intimidating it feels,
to be ripped of every courage and confidence,
when you tripped without knowing what got you,
when hope seems to be silently draining away.

Now in this period of adversity,
where can I seek a solution?...
... ... ....

I believe time heals, that all the frustrations you might have against your loved ones will eventually dissolve. And it must never occur to you to do anything silly in a fit of anger. Indeed, it will be silly. Realise, if parents don't love, will they even spare you your freedom? Could all the previous fond memories and heart-to-heart confides be fake? The best thing to do is to cool down, then realise that all your loved ones are dear to you, as much as you're dear to them. Other than them, there can be no one true enuough for you to turn to already. So you must always cherish.

...I hope you will not leave.